You know, it becomes difficult to go back to school when:
1. You've got incomplete homework
2. You've got to see the same people, and attend to same lessons
3. Your notoriety escalates almost exponentially with every action people deem as 'uncool'
Why should I care? Why should I be afraid all the time? Why should I bother what people think?
Because I have to be.
When this sense of insecurity, accompanied with the relentless (and sometimes futile) pursuit for 45 points, added to our mundane lifestyles comes to mind, one simply cannot fathom the stress students like us have to go through.
As a friend of mine once said (and probably still says)... "Oh the joy".